こうかくととても寂しい人のようだけれど、私は昔から人とはつかず離れずで、今でも付き合いを続けている友人というのは、数えるほどしかいない。そんな数少ない私の友人のひとりと、昨日久しぶりにゆっくり話す機会を持つことができた。同い年で、EDAYAの活動の中で出会って、彼女がいると回りがぱーっと太陽みたいに照らされたようになるように思える、私の中ではそんな存在のひとで、一瞬で好きになったひと。

印象的な会話はたくさんあったのだけれど、人が安心して、見せかけでない自分を出せる場所を作りたい、という彼女の話からは色んな事を考えさせられた。彼女はそのためにも、まずは自分が自分を出していかないと、相手も出してくれないといっていた。私がこのブログをはじめて、作られた発信でない発信、自分らしさを出していきたいなと思ったのも、どこかそういうところもあったから、なんだか心にすとんと入ってきた。人が見る見ないは別にして、自分にとって安全だと感じられる場を作りたいな、と思ったのは確かだったからだ。

私は、本当にどうしようもない人で、Facebookとかの発信ひとつとっても、自分をうまくブランディングして、あっけらかんと自然体で発信して沢山の共感を得ている人をみては、いいなと思い、でも自分はそうなれないことでそういう人たちに嫉妬し、結局、何度も推敲した、人からの印象のよさそうな投稿をして終わることを繰り返す。そういうのにも疲れてしまって、このブログを始めたのだ。

同志と思えるひとと、人と向き合うことの難しさと面白さを共有しあえた、良い夜だった。

 

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